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Mood rings.

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468 days
by in Life

Those words always make me think of that one K .

But anyway, why is it that , , effects our mood? That the wrong together, the wrong note, pitch, or just sound can make or kill a moment? Why are we so controlled by our own bodies and life around us that IT defines how are day is…not by our own choice.
How is it that even through hundreds, thousands even, of years that we cannot learn to control our body over this? Personally I believe we never truly want to in everything. That it is worth the downside of ruining our day for the times it makes it.

But still, . I never have understood why it is that we are restrained in these meatsacks we call bodies and their many, many limitations. We have so much potential in our minds and …and alot can be restrained or stopped because of the limits our and have caused us to have. Yes, I know it is strange to think of it like that.

But if I do not, who then, will?

Simply put, I like to question things no one ever even thinks to complain or question about. It amuses me the limitations we put on our minds and how we react to the world and it’s many hidden, stone set rules around us, and that no one ever stops to think why they are there, what made them so, or even why they cant . I think it’s because everyone else is satisfied with how it is. It works right? .
But for me, even if it works, I want to know why it works, if anything else would, and if so, why choose this way for it to?

I’ve literally sent myself into a of trance about things like this. so far into my and that all my senses and are no more at the same time. That I’m looking at blackness at night, but I see so many things I cannot fathom into words, sounds, shapes, or colors.
And it sometime scares me that I never hear of else who does the same, haha.

But I guess that is just how it is, how it goes, how it will be. And for me, I am done with my rambling that is inside my brain. So until next that I decide to type my heart, mind, and into words that you can read and try to venture and into my world of thought,

goodbye.

*Purr*

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660 days
by in Computers, Drums, Life, Love, Music

OMGITSBEENSOLONG.

So, in short?

Had amazing times with which I’d to go into detail about each one…but I will say we are growing closer than before… we might have our moments… but when it comes down to it… I that woman whole-heartedly and endlessly, and wait to marry her :] I love you Madison. , trials, and tribulations might come our way… But I’m in this for the long run… and that is not ever changing, my love.

Anyway, had an amazing concert in a cafeteria with The Joshua Band…ahhh…it felt so nice to play somewhere like that and have such an amazing show, word, and altar call (over 50 kids got saved/rededicated).

I have rekindled my love for tinkering (soldering to fix stuff, build stuff, or stuff…messing with pcs, building pcs..etc)…and in doing so I have made it once again harder to choose my career path :|

I have began to /already made new close friends…and I know they’ll prob be friends…and realized some that I lost…that I wish I didn’t. And I will continue to miss them until I rekindle or close that relationship that I severed. :/

I still don’t have a job. :|

I am getting near graduation…May 22nd!

I am still–if not more–insane/crazy/random.

I really don’t know what else that there is to say of importance atm… prob will have forgotten something big and have to make a new one…but oh well .

Hatred ever kills, love never dies; such is the vast difference between the two.
What is obtained by love is retained for all time. What is obtained by hatred proves
a burden in reality for it increases hatred. – Ghandi

Rue, baby, Rue.

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749 days
by in Life, Love, Movies

Hello. :D

So, today was okay…slept in till 11:30l 11:30
English: World English Bible - WEB
30 For even as Jonah became a sign to the Ninevites, so will also the Son of Man be to this generation.

WP-Bible pluginam, and stayed in bed till 12:30l 12:30
English: World English Bible - WEB
30 For the nations of the seek after all of these things, but your Father knows that you need these things.

WP-Bible pluginpm lol…
This was because I was on the phone with Madison though <3 ...anyway....did this for a good bit, then I was up just walking around and playing with meh demon cat ;D and then talked to momma for a spell...then we ended up going to McDonald's for a drink, and ended up getting burgers :P

Then a bit later after I ate I jumped into the shower, then got on the for a bit while my hair dried ...then Mom got ready, and so did I...because we decided since she had the day off, and I still am looking for a job, why not go to outlet mall, and get some apps :] So before we headed out got home, and he joined us ;D

When we got there I went to Rue21 and got a app, then filled it out and came back :]
And they seemed to like me…so maybe I have a job? I’m so :] and for backup I also got a app at Gap and Reebok at the same mall :]

So today was eventful and meaningful…but man, when I got home I started getting pressure and migraines kicked in :/ So I laid down and ended up missing supper because of it…I was in too much pain to move, let alone eat hah…especially since Dad keeps the TV ungodly loud :| But thankfully after the nap and a quick bowl of cereal, the migraine was down to a headache, and the was almost gone :]
So I called Madison, and right away she made me take a haha…

Then at about 9pm I guess it was Madison left to call some other people before it got late, and I ate something else and sat down and watched All About Steve with and Aaryn :]

But then around 11:30pm Madison finally called me back…and I was on the phone with her up till around 12:15am when she went to bed :] And all I have done since then is checked my email, uploaded some new smileys and done this blog haha.
And this, ladies and gentlemen, has been my day :D

Until we meet again in this lonely abyss we call the “internet”,
So long, my wonderful .

Christmas Recap

2
771 days
by in Life, Love

So. It’s been awhile no?
, really……

First off on the list of things…I GOT TO SPEND A EARLY CHRISTMAS WITH FOR 3 DAYS! :D
We got to spend 3 full days at her ’s house from the 20th-22nd of :] and they really made me feel like family <3
Got a bunch of nifty stuffies from Madison, her , her bro Parker, and her Grana and Granpa…so overall an amazing week :]

Then I got to spend christmas with my family, that including , Sarah, , , , and Aaryn as well :] Almost didn’t get to due to the ice (well Amber & anyway…they like in Ada,OK o.o )
Also got alot of stuffies from all of them, and just had a fun spending quality with my family :]

Well…I know its a really recap, but I thought I’d let you in on my Christmas events :P
Hmm…I guess to fill the dead air I’ll add some pics! :D

Later my bloggettes! :D

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